You fall. You lose. You fail. During these times, you struggle between holding on and letting go of your faith. You either blame God, or yourself. You become depressed, pathetic, and pessimistic. You have to know, beloved, that these are the times when God holds you the tightest. These are the times when He is closest to you.
Remember the cross. Jesus did not give his life for you to suffer, or hurt, or lose. You are destined to win.
Then why did you have to go through that? It’s because it’s part of your growth. God is either teaching you something important. God might have a bigger plan in His mind. Eitherway, it’s not the end of the road. It’s not the end of EVERYTHING for you. God wants you to know that your story goes on, and it’s bound to be more beautiful.
His ways are not your ways. His thoughts are not your thoughts. Every moment is a reason for you to celebrate because you know that your God is faithful, and He has the final say. You have a future— a bright one, indeed— and He will get you through. You just have to be patient. You just have to have faith in Him.